Poison

And your words are poison
But you don't seem to care
That every time I breathe you in
It's more than I can seem to bare

Every time I cut and bleed
It's you that flows out of my veins
It's you that pushes me over the edge
It's you that is my source of pain

You force me to the floor
Where you feel I belong
Not good enough for anything
Every thing I've done is wrong

Am I breathing your air?
Smack me in the face
Am I talking out of turn?
You should put me in my place

I am not a human
I am a toy that you choose to use
But no, I am not a toy
But still I cannot refuse

I am forced to stay here
I cannot seem to tear myself away
If only I could escape
And live another day

But there is something that draws me to you
No matter how much you hurt and betray me
I just feel like I need to stick around
Like there is more to it that what I see

But the truth,
The truth is
You hate me
And I hate this

There is no leaving
There is no end
There will never be love
We will never be friends

I'm being used for your pleasure
I am being played as your game
I am just a puppet
Everyday the same

There is no meaning in being happy
There is no use in trying to have fun
You are there to damage me
And I will never run

Samantha