Lost Cause

I don't know why I do it
I don't know why you care
It's really my own choice
Stopping me's unfair

When I finally suceed
I'm going down to hell
But if my mum ever asks
I'm an angel that fell

So stop me now
If you wish to continue my pain
It could make me better
But what've you got to gain?

Or do you want to continue this playing?
This ripping at my soul?
Bringing back the memories?
Creating another black hole?

Go away, leave me be
I want to be alone
You can't stop me doing this
While I'm inside my own home

And if you can, I'll leave my home
and then I'll run away
So you can never stop me
I won't live another day