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As she sits in her bed
A million thoughts run through her head
She reads the note he left behind
But not a single answer she could find
"Did I never treat him right?"
"Did I always start the fight?"
"Am I the one to blame for all this?"
"Baby I always thought your life was so blis"
The pain has started
As she sits there broken hearted
Asking herself why
As she breaks down and cries
Lost in all confusion
Trying to see through her life of illusion
Laying in her bed
She out loud repeats what the note said
"Dear Mom and Dad,
I couldn't handle the life I had
I made to many mistakes
So my life I had to take
The kids bullied me at school
Thier excuse was I just wasn't "cool"
Tell Sally my girlfriend that I love her and try not to cry
Tell my good friend Billy I'm sorry and that I tried
Mom don't forget I love you to
Thank-you for taking care of me after all the hell I put you through
Dad, I'm sorry we never made it to that ball game
I think I have to go now, I can hear god calling my name
The things I put in the past
We brought back up way to fast
Sally my love, you saw somethings I never wanted you to see
But please I beg of you, dont let anything take the place of me
Now my time to go has come I love you and good-bye
I love you baby I really do, I'm sorry I really tried"
And with that she put the note down
Looked in the mirror saw nothing but a frown
"I love you to I know you tried, I'm sorry that I let you die"
She starts to feel she failed a friend
She begins to feel she caused the end
She looks up and lets out a sigh
"I'm sorry baby" with a tear in her eye

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