I am sitting here
Thoughts of you running through my mind
But my dear
Your sweet touch I cannot find
So I look deep within myself
And pray that I will see you
Find a book with your name on the shelf
Read all I ever knew
I remember the day you said
That you were in love with me
And one day we would be wed
Now things are not the same you see
You are not there to hold my hand
Whisper soft sweet words in my ear
To make me understand
That you are the last thing I should fear
And I miss the days we used to be
So caught up with each other
Feelings and our love were free
But then you found another
If only there was another way
To show you I am still true
And make you want to stay
Then I am sure you would love me too
I know we have both often tried
To make things come out right
But one of us messed up and lied
And let our love fall out of sight
I am having trouble remembering your face
I do not know if you are still there
You left so quick, without a trace
As if you did not care
Should I feel free?
Or trapped inside?
Should I feel happy?
Or like I have died?
I do know what to do now
Because I gave you all my heart
I should feel okay somehow
But I feel all torn apart
On you I always did rely
With you I always felt alright
To you I always did confy
For you I always gave a fight
I thought I was your only love
I thought that was the case
Thought I was your angel from above
Then you said, I need some space
Now what am I supposed to do
When I cannot hold you close
Am I supposed to love a few
And want another dose
While memories of your sweet smile
Still flash through my head
I am sure that it will be a while
Before I forget all you said
Though many times the thought has past
Of seeing other boys
I am sure each one would never last
Because all other boys are toys
You are the only one who has meant something
To me, a heartbroken fool
But to my despair, it was just a fling
You destroyed me, body and soul
Someday, I pray to meet again
Maybe win what I once won
And when that day comes around the bend
You can stay, or you can run
**I wrote this poem when I was 12 or 13 and now I am 17...so of course my poetry has improved. However, I decided to submit \"Where Have You Gone?\" anyway, for the sake of memories.
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