Have you noticed yet?

We're on the phone and i try to act all happy
but you dont notice the flaw
you think I'm doing something safe
but I'm not,i cry as my blood is being drawn

every night i do this,but no one seems to care
the next morning i wear long sleeves,getting through this life i cannot bare

i cry myself to sleep at night
cutting through my foggy sight
waiting for you to come and rescue me
hoping that you will finally see

now we're at school in the same class
and you put your head down as I'm writing this helping the time pass
then you whisper my name and i look at you
but cant you see that deep inside i feel blue

you stare and smile and i smile back
but my real smiles are inside,trapped
you act like nothings wrong and so do i
but knowing you don't give a damn makes me want to cry

when you get this and if you do
just realize the shit you put me through