Thoughts

My head is full of thoughts,
with nothing left to say,
wanting the memories to go away,
each and every day.

trying my best,
to just put a smile on my face,
so no one can see,
my bloody trace.

i want this to go away,
the pain i have inside,
im alive on the outside,
but on the inside im weak.

i feel like i cant make it,
always letting people down,
trying my best,
just isnt good enough.