Ill wait outside
While you go off with them
I know ill wait for hours
Until you want to see me
Thanks for making me wait till last
Thanks for giving me those fake looks
And acting like you care
But I knew you would go back into your shell
Forgetting i am there
I gave up those depressed messages
But the bubble has popped
And blood surrounds the stains
The scars also remain pressed into my skin
Like some far away memory that has passed away
The ideas have now come back
And you have ignored my thought again
I found the smile
And learned to laugh
My eyes gleamed and my heart beated
Now nothing is as it should be
You use me and replace me
A stabbing pain of loneliness kicks in again
I'm sorry
Even if i did nothing wrong
I loved you all
And will hope you don't forget
