Sitting in this peaceful stability
searching for true humility
longing for something more
a relationship with Jesus that is secure
the problem isn't with Him
He is perfect down to the least
the thing is with me
I'm searching for peace
He offers peace and love more than I could ever need
thats why on that cross for me did He bleed
so whats the deal
you might ask me
I cant tell you I'm even more confused than you might see
theres no confusion in that I love my Lord and He loves me
just in getting rid of this bondage that is holding on to me
He offers to take it in exchange for love and I want it to go
so why cant I let it go
it just lots of guilt for stuff Ive done
not huge things
in fact very small
just my conscience remembers it all
just please pray that Ill have peace
pray for me and my family
pray for love to circulate at least
I pray Jesus will touch your lives
give you hope and a new fresh reason everyday to keep living your lives
