My Final Goodbye

Eh, posted this awhile ago, but I want people to vote on it...so yeah ;). You know what to do

I hate that man in the mirror
each glance, to the end, I'm nearer
Not even trying to stop it
she's calling my name, but I can't hear her

Step after step, I drag on
what'll happen, when I'm gone?
who knows? I don't care
I'm breaking this bond

As I leave this earth
I wonder my worth
did I matter?
maybe I left some mirth

I hope I didn't hurt you
I just want to start anew
this life was horrible
just know, I really do love you

You were light in darkness
while I was worthless
I had no use
this life was pointless

You're the one thing I hold dear
losing you, is my one true fear
I just hope this doesn't hurt
when I leave, hold your others near

I wasn't that much, just a friend
don't cry, let your heart mend
I just can't stand this planet
these last words, I will send

Out to all of you, to remember me by
don't mourn or miss me, don't cry
I did this for the best, I need a rest
this poem, may be my final goodbye