Just when you think life gets better
It doesnt
Maybe this is how life is suppose to be
But I dont know
But I never thought this would happen
I mean I started doing drugs, drinking, and even cutting my self
But when you get so depressed
Anything can happen
I never thought
That I would slip in the cracks though
My dad told me life only gets worse
And you know what
that was one thing he was right about
I never thought it would be this bad
I mean my whole family has turned on me
Most of my friends hate me
And some how I lost my best friend
Actually to tell you the truth I lost both of them
I never knew growing up was this bad
I didnt know doing drugs and drinking was this bad
And you know what
I really want to quit but I just cant
I dont have anything else to go back on
I want someone to talk to and be with for the rest of my life
But I know that will never happen
Everyone hates me for who I am
Maybe it would just be best to kill my self
