Dear Daddy

Dear daddy, why did you leave me
without saying goodbye? couldn't you see all the tears that you made mommy cry, didn't you want to hold me just one last time, dear daddy, why.

Dear daddy I sometimes dream of you and wonder if you know all you've put me through, I wonder where you are and if you ever think of me, Dear daddy I miss you oh so dreadfully.

Dear daddy why did you have to go
was I not good enough? I think I deserve to know this kind of important stuff, why weren't you there when I needed you? why did you make mommy cry? Dear daddy if I could ask you one question Id simply ask you why.

Dear daddy I'm 7 years old now, and on every birthday I ask God as my wish that you'll come back to me one day, so I can say I love you, daddy I don't hate you at all, I just wish you would have been there when I was oh so small.

I wish you could have taught me how to fly a kite and told me bedtime stories before I fell asleep at night, I wish I could have seen you smile or maybe even make you laugh and every night I say a prayer just on your behalf.

Dear daddy mommy works really hard and is tired all the time, I try to help her but "big people problems" she says shouldn't be on my mind.

Dear daddy Just one question, why did you leave? why did you walk away and never look back at me?
why haven't you ever written why did you never call? do you remember my phone number, mommy says all you do is stall.

Dear daddy I'm sorry this is so long, but I was looking at a picture of you singing mommy a song, you looked really happy, I wasn't there quite yet, and now I wonder if its my fault your gone this really makes me fret.

because if it will make you happy I can go away for awhile, so you could come back again and make mommy smile, I could leave but then, Id be just like you and I don't want that to happen, me to leave mommy to.

shes to busy and tired to take me fishing or anything else you would want to do, if you promise to come back I promise to do those things with you.

Please oh please daddy, come back to me some day and tell me that you love me, and every-things ok.

mommy cries at night and I just don't understand, I wonder if you knew this would happen if this is what you planned.

I wonder if you miss me a little? or at all, and if you ever dialed I don't think you would call, I just wish I could remember you the way a daddy should be, holding mommy in your arms and smiling down at me