Crowded Emptyness

A longing feeling,
that won't go away.
helpessness and emptyness,
Not knowing which way to sway.

i don't know how i got here,
i don't know why i fear.
i don't know why i feel this way.
the feelings just won't disappear.

i see my life,
like an on looker from a crowd.
a spectator that doesn't know the game,
but worse when the player doesn't either.