My journal part 5 // the hardest yet

Pat stopped coming to see me
i didnt know why
she was the best part of my day
and always helped time pass by

and thats when i got it
a man brought me a letter
it said pat was sick
and she couldnt get better

the letter was adressed
to "the youngest man i've ever met"
it said...
live life to the fullest without any regrets

the letter went on
and i couldnt read more
why her of all people
the one i adore

every night i prayed for her
but i knew she was praying for me
the sweetest lady ever
lived so happy and free

the second letter came in
i then cried
as i read on
it simply said, pat died

i slept at my friends that night
in a warm house and bed
even so it was the worse night ever
i couldnt believe pat was dead