Dedicated to you, jackson.

I wonder what were fighting for
if we are fighting at all
I know I am not your princess now
but is it still ok to call?

you walked away, no, ran away
and did not look back to see
the mess you left, promise you broke,
and what you did to me

saying hi is pointless
when you are high more than you are not
And trying to fix this mess will not work
because you are happy with what you got

ignoring you is what I will do
until you realize once again
that if I am not your only one
I can not just be your friend

and no communication
is a real small price to pay
for seeing you with someone else,
I see that every day

you still look twice when I walk by,
because it was not a clean break
but putting up with what you do
is more than I can take

and I am sick of all your smart remarks,
I am done with second tries
Because I gave you the best of me
while you just fed me lies

and believing you was my mistake
but leaving me was yours
cause I can do better than you
& that is what I am going for

you left a mess when you left me
but I clean up real well
and do not try coming back around;
your chance was shot to hell

cause picture frames and songs you sang
are tangled in my head
but I will not let you bring me down,
I am moving up instead

and now that I am on my own,
my phone just does not ring
And you sit there and you can stare,
you still dont mean a thing

but you never completely let me go,
you still keep me around
and it does not help when you are there
I am ten feet off the ground

but ten feet high means falling down
will hurt 10 times as much
and truth is that since you have been gone
I kind of miss your touch

and maybe I think too much
about what could have been and is not
and I have come to realize that
I am fine with what I got

cause a few years done the line
I will forget that you exist
I wont care where you go at night
I will cross you off my list

But you are the one that will call me up
and ask for another try
And I will remind you of the phone that night
and how I made you cry

And I will tell you how I tried again
and you let me go so fast
Then I will hang up on you knowing some
things are not meant to last.

true story.