Can't sleep

I don't even know what to say words seem so meaningless these days I'm loosing myself to a never ending phase of nights running into days

I'm holding on tight but to what
I have a sinking feeling in my gut
my thoughts don't make sense even to me
what is this happening to me

no one to talk to that would care
even if they would what could I say
my mind is running blank these days

hopes all come crashing down around my head frightening thoughts swell
hot afternoons work their spell
as I fall into confusions never ending well