Bored

Heart throbbing head aching could have sworn I was on the edge of breaking
sleepless nights non consoling dreams
tears falling in unending streams

rhythm rhyming words jumbled
every thought and movement fumbled
music sweet and sound caressing
conversation was to stressing

words passed through numbed lips
could only swallow water in sips
passing in and out of consciousness
barely heard the close of a prayer
Jesus bless

just gotta walk it off but walking is far to hard
nothing more than sleep tomorrow
hope my lungs aren't permanently scarred