Lost & Unforgiven

I was lost and unsure
wondering about me and you
and if you thought of her
& if you really were true

I was throwing things
crying
joining gangs
wishing I was dying

I was trying to stay in a world unforgiving
just to be with you
maybe I was never really living
maybe I was never true

Maybe to you it was a game
but to me it was real
how could you have been so lame
do you ever wonder how I feel

I wonder why you said you cared
left me here for her
you really dared
now ill never be sure

If we were ever real
if we ever could have been
to see what’s over this hill
yet now I'm the one with the sin

I could have lost it all
we could have been together for forever
you should have seen what I saw
bout now we will never

I saw us hold hands in a wonder land
setting alone in the sun
waiting for the sand man
having so much fun

but you left so fast
coming and going
I knew it would never last
I knew you were showing

showing that you never truly cared
that you would just leave me
that you never would have dared
to see what I could see

take a look into the past
see it all
going by so fast
and i started to fall

but you did not wanna be
I never knew exactly why
it could have been you and me
but you set and watched me cry...

heard me whisper to god to kill me
watching me cry
you never did see
that’s why!!!!!