This is who I am

No one cares
I could die and not be noted
I am always loyal
No one would even put a flower by my grave

How sad is the truth when Im staring at death
That Ill never be loved like the rest

My sister gets all that she wants
All the love and compasion
Never hit or hated in any fashion

This world is against me yes I know
God is possibly not real
Or why would life be so cruel

Ive sliced my arms but to no avail
Im still alive everyday I inhale

I used to get high everyday
Drink and drink the day away
I thought these would solve my problems
Instead I got more than I could handle

Now in straight edge and back in line
But still I am hated all my life.