I Blame Myself For Waiting

I don't mind to wait...
but it's where your with someone new,
it breaks my heart every day,
and there's nothing I can do.

All I can do is blame myself,
whether or not I'm at fault,
never will I decide.
I hate this feeling, I hate being lost.

It's so dark inside my chest,
every breath I take,
I exhale disappointment.
it's obviously too late.

I'm anxiously waiting for your call,
staring, it's my new hobby,
I'm going blind,
your still not calling.

I'm pretty sure I'd like to forget,
everything I keep witnessing,
your together, I'm alone,
I can't see anything changing.

But I don't mind to wait,
pain, it's my new hobby,
my body is going numb,
I feel like I'm falling.

The only time I thought I'd fall,
was in love with you.
but now I'm falling out of your arms,
and there's nothing I can do.