I Find Myself So Contradicting

by Josh Hopper   Dec 25, 2007


I'm not the only one who gets these thoughts,
that I'm alone, forgotten, and lost,
I feel as though I'm only treading water,
slowly drowning, my life's a disaster.

But I will find a stable ground to walk on,
after searching it's myself I must depend on,
open your eyes says the voice inside,
it's not your fault your living this life.

I would know it's my fault I'm making these choices,
if I wasn't so selfish and came to my senses,
there's no room for your disobedience here,
you are the only one that's left to fear.

Be still, and know that there is no harm to come,
and know destiny itself can't be left undone.
You said there'd be a solution, but here I stand,
I can't take my eyes off of you, just hold my hand.

I find myself so contradicting in this conversation,
repeating my thoughts to reveal my intentions.
withstand everything, stand underneath the spotlight,
scream your lungs out in the darkness tonight.

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