So dear friend..

Best friends until the end,
That's what we always said, no, if, buts or ands,
Then why does it feel like every thing's changed?
Why does it feel like the world isn't the same?

I want to work this out,
I really do,
But it seems like you don't want to,
I told you we will but only if you want to...

I can't force a friendship,
No matter what happens,
A forced friendship is only a disaster,
Just waiting to happen...

I will be here when you want to come back,
But I won't be here to be a doormat,
I thought we were sisters, just separated at birth,
But I guess I was wrong, and we weren't that close...

If we were, you would understand me,
Understand that it wasn't ignoring because I always called,
Was it my fault no one ever picked up?
Was it my fault that everything went horribly wrong?

Believe it or not, he's always jealous of you,
Because I talk about you more than anyone,
I never could help it because you are my best,
I could never ever judge you, for you exceeded the rest...

But I guess I'll go back to just writing things down,
Because the things that are said,
Never come out right,
But if you need me, just please know,
I'll always be here,
Just to console you whenever your life is low