I Want To Escape

I want to leave,
To runaway,
To have a place for just you and me to stay...

I want to wake up everyday,
And for the first thing I see...
I want to see your face,
Smiling back at me...

I want to escape,
To just leave this place,
No one wants me,
Just you and your family...

I don't know how to express myself,
For it is almost impossible,
All I do is cry,
With tears almost unstoppable...

You always ask me what's wrong,
I never tell you I just want to leave,
Because I know,
You can have a great destiny...

If I ran away,
Would you come with me?
Would you leave everything behind,
And just focus on leaving?

I don't want to make you,
For I know your education,
I just want to go,
But I don't want to go alone...

I want to escape,
But just you and me,
No one else,
Not even family...

But I won't let you do that,
No matter how much I cry,
Because you have a bright future,
I will not let you deny...

To My Readers: Sorry this poem may be bad, but it's my first poem over about 3 or so months of writers block, took a long time...please tell me how I did!