The Only Christmas Present I Need

I wait for hours to talk to him,
I am drowning inside, and dont know how to swim
I click refresh a million times to see if there is an email from you
Just in case you have realized, that somehow you love me too

I wish more than anything, that I was her
But instead in your eyes, I am just a blur
Am I an idiot to think, you would ever give up her for me
I am lost in this cell, and you have the key

I hear her talking about how wonderful you are
And you are my reason, for teardrops on my guitar
I cant talk to anyone, because no one can know
I cant say I love you, I cant let it show

Does she ever tell you, that your smile is gorgeous?
And the way you laugh makes her obsess
That every word you say comes out perfect
And the beautiful way the light in your eyes reflect

If you knew, would it be me instead of her?
Did she accept you the way you were?
Because maybe if you knew how much you meant
I, right now, would have the best Christmas present.