My inner being seeps from my core
It doesn't want to be hidden anymore
It seeps from my eyes as falling tears
The mask of happiness finally disappears
The inner most hate that fills my being
Keeps my hopeless eyes from ever seeing
The feeling of loathing for every person
And the mistrust I have from so many desertions
No one can understand my true inner form
The one I never allowed to take the stage and perform
Now it is a forced subliminal action I cannot ignore
Because it does not want to be hidden anymore
It starts at my fingers that touches the blade
Wishing to make a brand that's just a facade
The scarlet pain flows down to the ground
All the hate seems to fall all around
One more moment of a short sweet rest
Until I unmask the hate that lies deep in my chest
First it brands my skin and then it scars
Changing my body to show I haven't gone far
