Life outside the window looks so perfect. You see...

Tears fall crushing all known in my life filling...

Dreams are fun I wonder sometimes is life a dream...

Bored as hell is this real I feel like dreaming of...

Alone in the dark
alone at night...

Pain calls me
i want to answer...

Blood blood come today, take me out of this world...

OK i like you alittle it turned in to alot i did...

What started out great is now just pain and tears...

Its been so long time grows slow
i wonder if i am even still known...

I have a feeling everyday it never really seems to...