I thought I'd prepared my self for this moment
The smile, those eyes, and lips...

Dream of the rhythm of his heart under my ear
Beating in a slow smoothing dance...

The murmurs of a loving cradling embrace
shrill screams face to face...

You told me not to get attached yet you said you...
I told you this was your last chance yet you want...

Either you love me or you don't
no ifs, buts or sour notes...

He loved the breath from her lungs
The joyful sound from her lips...

The air in your lungs
The warmth on your skin...

Feel the sting of rejection
The burn of jealousy...

You always said forever my little one
now its I didn't think we would last this long...

With the flashes from hot to cold
Sorry with fear to anger with bold...

Love was all I felt with you sight
now filled with hate, black as night...

Do you wish me dead?
thinking of ways in your head...