I want you to know

I exist in broken dreams,
my dreams have shattered before my eyes.
Existing only in my mind.
Dying with every breath I take.

I fall through my dreams,
I feel lost alone,
lonely..

I cant stand,
I just fall,
I fall forever.

When I feel as if there is no bottom to this dark abyss.
I finally hit bottom,
shattering my bones,
leaving me to sit there,
so I can die.

I lived that long,
so long,
so very long,
I couldn't cry,
and all I could feel was loss.

I crept in the dark,
until finally, a light appeared.
A guy who I thought would never take me.
Yet he picked me up, carried me,
he let me be me,
my life finally returned,
he brought me back,

All I can do,
is blow a kiss.
All i can do is say I love you.

Yet, that isn't enough for me,
he knows I love him,
but I want him to feel how much I love him.
I want him to see through my eyes,
so he can see,
how much i truly love him.