I wish I could find the words
That describe my hearts desires...

Closing the curtains
And the blinds...

Here once again,
Back at this fork in the road...

I'd die a thousand deaths for you
I promise you my words are true...

Wasting time on you
Is the only thing I seem to do...

I know your type all too well
You've got your lines perfected...

You see me smiling, happy and bright
Hoping you can't see through the facade...

I find myself sitting, re-reading all that I wrote
Despising every word I so thoughtfully placed...

She smiles just to hide the pain
He tells he she's not allowed to feel...

I sit here and think of you
My heart starts beating faster...

For years and years I've been looking
Searching for something more...

We're back to the start
Fight after fight, yet you...