A"I love you"that he never meant

He was a boy and I was a girl. I thought we were in love.
Again, the girl has to fall in love first. We said we I love you", but I meant it with my body, heart and soul to death. Of course. he didn't mean it. I thought he did at the moment. I was blind by the idea of having love. So one day, he went to a party. I thought nothing. I simply said "Yes, you can go". Next thing I know people on face book, kept posting pictures of him making out with one of my best friends. I couldn't think right, I couldn't catch my breath. All I could hear was the words "I love you". I couldn't get those words out of my head because I thought he loved me. I would've known, he was always known as a heart breaker. I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed a rope and tied it around my neck and kicked the chair off. My brother ran in and cut the rope, I was still breathing. I screamed and cried because I had wanted to end my life. I was walking down the street on day and saw him with her. I went up to them and put one finger in the air.