Part of me will always love you.
I just want you to know that.
What you have done to me,
It will always be in the back of my mind.
Such as part of you is always in the back of my heart.
I can't look you in the eyes.
They are as cold as I am inside.
So afraid to look at myself.
It isn't the same.
Nothing can compare.
Compare to the feeling of darkness that surrounds my every thought.
That warm feeling of the sun on my skin.
How I yearn for it to sink deeply.
Reach my soul.
Fill it with passion and raw love.
Show me truth in light.
I want to glow like rays through a pane.
Someday.
I will be painless.
I will not be agonized with sorrow.
I will be free and light.
