In a world of pretend

In a world of pretend how do you know whats real. When your so used to lying about how you feel.

When you jump the line to fiction its so hard to get back. How do you trust the very feelings you have.

You start to believe the lies and cant help but lie some more. You start to feel this world of pretend isn't fun anymore.

You get sucked in deeper every single day yet you cant stop lying its now a part of you that will stay.

At first it was ok, but now your life is crap. You lost everyone cause of your lies now you have to live with that.