Ouch

by Maybelyn   Sep 22, 2016


My heart is broken AGAIN
I just want to know when I'll start making better choices and decisions.
I'm tired of my heart falling so fast.
I'm tired of having to start over.
I'm tired of giving it all with nothing in return.

Why do I jump so quickly heartbreak after heartbreak
Lord please cover me with your blood.
Please protect my heart.
Please help me no longer take the matters of the heart on my hands.
Lord led me and order my steps please!

As I take a deep breath to let go my the pain, I realize I am there again. At the same place where I said I would never return.
My heart burns, My eyes RED, my body craving alcohol to forget about the moments we held hands, felt like this is something that could be real.
AGAIN, everytime my heart beats I feel the burn.
How did I let this happen again. It's crazy how much I really opened myself up to you.
I literally grabbed my heart, pulled it out of body and handed it to you.
You just stepped all over it! Its okay, ill be okay!!!

Best,
A younger version of me that learned again. ^_^

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  • 7 years ago

    by Em

    This is very powerful and I feel relatable to so many who seem to choose the wrong person to love and though our hearts break we will recover though not heal completely because its what makes us stronger as a person and as a whole tbh.

    I literally grabbed my heart, pulled it out of body and handed it to you.
    You just stepped all over it!
    ^^
    This particular part stuck out the most because you pulled out your heart and gave everything you had to them just for it to be spat back out right there in front of you. That image is very vivid and shows how much this person hurt you.

    All the best, Em

    • 7 years ago

      by Maybelyn

      Thank you so much for your comment. Truly appreciate it!!

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