I doubt

Wow

this hurts...just watching u walk away
WHY???
do you enjoy hurting me and seeing me cry
i really think you do...
Don't u care? Aren't you hurt?
I doubt it...
i see you smiling when you see me...and you only see tears

do you care that i cut?
do you? no i doubt

wow

this hurts...seeing you always happy and cheery

i think its a lie but

hell who am i to say anything...
i put on a mask and fake a smile
EVERY SINGLE DAY..
no one knows how I'm feeling

look @ my arms...then you'll know...
but you all think that I'm looking attention...

but these are real cuts....not fake....cuz they bleed

(authors note: to b finished asap)