That moment

I cared for you even though we never really talked
i think i might have actually fell in love with you through the talks and the moments we gazed into each others eyes and sat there and smiled, i loved those little moments we sat there like we never even knew each other

i knew that something like this was not going to ever work out like i actually dreamed it would,i knew that you might do something like this to me,i knew that you were to good to be true,i knew that there was never going to be that actual thing between the both of us,you tell my friend you would never hurt me you told her that you have never hurt another girl she always hurt you and i was the stupid one to believe all this stupid bull shi?t

i knew you were going to get my hopes up and then do this shit to me gosh know look at me! look at what i have become...i have become this vicious like monster i never wanted to be,i never wanted to hurt him or anyone i never wanted to hurt myself like this and thats fur sure

i hate the way you are making me look right about know,you just humiliated me and i don't know what to do all i did was brag about you and this all went down hill.................just stay away from me and my heart..stay away from everything i stood for