Flodding emotion

The calm waters become turbulent
My leisurely swim became hard
The waters churned and swirled
My limbs being weighed
I can't move only float
I'm drowning now
Drowning in an ocean of emotion
Drowning in pain
I'm circling the drain
I now lament
This is my card
I'm being twirled
And now I fade
I can't gloat
But how
Why am I caught in this motion
Why do I love one
When they can't be that someone
I want you so bad
To where you drive me mad
But now I aphyxiate
I still appreciate
Your friendship
As I'm caught in this ocean
Of flodding emotion