Stargazing

Sitting on the roof I think about how wrong everything has been. Silent tears fall from my face. Glinting in the moonlight as they splash onto the roof. I used to have you to make it better to pick me up when I fall but your family tore us apart. Then there's you my feelings for you everlasting but I know they will never come to pass. At first it didn't hurt but then it burned till the tears came they never stopped. Now I can't face you not wanting you to see my tears not wanting to succumb to the despair not wanting to admit the lobneliness. But now I have submitted you may think I hate you but I don't. I just don't want you to see my despair. I can only see you from afar because I can't see you face to face.