It Became Too Much...

My world is crashing
It all falls down
Hundreds of tears
Hit the ground

My mind is pulling
My body breaks
And still these people
Continue to take

I'm caught in the middle
I'm stuck in my head
I'm trapped by my friends,
How am I not dead?

I never sleep
Food isn't needed
But I have to be perfect
Or else I'm "concieted"

Practice is killer
When my energy is weak
And all I really want
Is simply to sleep

My meds aren't enough
To stop my mind's tripping
And meanwhile at school
My grades are slipping

And to top it all off
I haven't been writing
So terrors grip
Has only been tightening

I want it to stop
I want to not think
I want to let go
But I'm so scared I'll sink.