Please help this frustrated anxiety go away,
reassure me and make it so everything will be
okay, I've fallen enough times, let me have you as
the final fall, the girl who I can bring around town,
and speak out loud, I am taken.
I can say I've only been proud of a few things in
my life, number 7, is that you? the hatred it just
keeps me so quiet, nothing has been right, what's
the problem, whats the procedure I never followed,
who is my other person to call God, where has that
angel been, floating, invisible, so secret is the love call,
I have not been the first to answer it.
It hasn't been possible, the relationship, the things that
have kept us sane, the people who held us together,
and words that made those things regrettable, irreplaceable,
I'm walking, your watching, I can live, but could
I look differently at you again.
I could not live on make shift happiness, using medication,
using my own breath to say that I can change things
for the better, it hasn't been better in so long, afraid of my
dreams, both the good and bad, they come true, they
kept me remembering what I can't have, what won't come
true, these dreams haunt me, one of these times they'll have
a meaning I can't undo.
What can a kiss change? What can anything do nowadays,
people are oblivious to good and evil, a difference so easy to see,
the good in people, the hurt you can bring to people, but still they
love you, they want to be with you, have a chance to make you
see the good that is in them, in me, I love you, and I can't change
your mind without speaking to you.
I am soft hearted and lonely my girl, but I can hold my own,
I can do what you request, I can hold you until you want me to let
go, kiss you as long as you need me to, spend what I have to keep
you safe, and when your smiling I'll slow down just to be able to have
us alone.
I'm not the guy to take advantage of you, tell me what you want me
to do, ask around, I'll never hurt you, if there's a tear believe me
I'll make up for it, and act on it only if you wish.
