My Suicide

So how can I turn back time?
How can I just forget?
All the memories we made,
Since the first time we met.

Why do I still think of you?
How come you still come to mind?
Why cant you just go away now?
So peace is mine to find.

I can see youve forgotten me,
How could you have done that?
Why did it come for you so easy?

Why do I rot away the insides of my soul?
Why can I not forget our story thats untold?
I am carrying your baby boy
And yet you still dont care.

I reap all our mistakes
A thought I cannot bear.
He wants to be his father,
But when I hear that I die.

I remember you with my brother,
How good you were inside.
Why cant you be his father?
Why do I take all the blame?

How come I have to deal now,
With all this hurt and pain?
How do you escape the situation,
With nothing left to gain?

I see the edge of the balcony,
And over I must climb,
Down to the third floor sidewalk,
To finally end my rhyme.

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