Life with a knife

Life with a knife

I can’t eat and I can’t sleep in my heart you reached so deep. The way you looked into my eyes deep inside I wanted to cry. I saw you there in his arms and my heart sank like a bomb. Deep into darkness and despair it waits for you to show you care. The life I wanted is no more It left with you right out the door. Your not coming back you have made that clear. I wish my life would end right here cause in my heart there’s no one there. No one to love no one who cares no one to hold for the despair. In this empty place called life I am alone with this knife, I press it firmly to my skin and as it causes so much pain it rips so deep into the skin though the tissue and deeper in. the light goes out it’s black as night I feel so cold with this knife . I start to think if it was right to slit my wrist deep in the night there’s no one around me as I fall to the floor I grab the phone to call for some person as it rings my heart sinks I hear your voice come on the phone before I speak I hear you moan then his voice came on the phone hurt and cold I lay you down as I fall into the depths of death.
* This is to my friend who is now my fiancé *_|fiance I love you so much baby*