Many days i feel weak
so weak
it's 2 the point where i can't speak
i can't feel ma fingers cant feel ma toes
it feels like ma life is coming 2 a close
the agony, the pain, is what I feel each & everyday
but i never show it... I remain like my "Superstar" alwayz keeping a smile wen she walks by the way
just bcuz I walk around alwayz happy & never mad
it doesn't mean I'm never sad
it doesn't mean I walk around glad
it doesn't mean every-things all good & never been bad
Sometimes I may give the wrong impression like my life is easy
but... it doesn't change the fact that my life was never easy
i never had a father figure
all i ever had was a dead-beat ol' daddy who will always be known as a nigga
never had a brother 2 beat me down wen I was wrong
never had a biological grandad that taught me 2 hold on so strong
but all I ever had was ma mother,sistas, & aunties since I was a baby
and 1 thing they taught me was how 2 treat & respect a lady
threw all the bad respecting a lady; most i cherish
for God knows i don't wanna ever perish
unless I'm going 2 be with Christ in the Heavens
were ma past life is now a new one full of blessings
so now all i have is one goal one dream
that's 2 succeed
overcome my past then from all the joy it makes me wanna scream
