Family

Dismantle my life,
erase my love,
remember the my memories,
plead with my soul,

restraining my tears,
plummeting with my family,
its all out of control,
emerying near my life's door,

i gave up on them all by myself,
then i said why did i gave up for what,
for collateral to keep you happy,
but after a long time you were through
you left laughing.

no wonder I'm so apprehensive after all,
use don't want me at all,
my life is misconstrued i hate everything,
everything i look around it reminded me of you.