Valentine day

What i will do in my valentine day?
like every girl have a dream about my valentine .
i keep ask my self if i will see you (amr).
i have big dreams for that day.
i will weak up early and get ready.
i wait the phone to ring,
but its too late.
OK i will go to wait him in our place,
i try to call him a lot,
Finlay i hear his voice ,
weak ,
tired,
i heard the words and i wish if i never hear it in my life,
i feel it,
i don't want to believe ,
but Finlay he say it
(sorry, i cant see you today)...........................
i hold my breath,
i try to prevent my tears ,
i can hear my heart cry,
but i can't tell or say,
i just i keep saying OK.
i walk alone ,
i feel I'm so lonely in this world,
i feel that I'm lost.
i see all lovers together,why not me?
i try to Imagen what we will do if we together today?
i will hold your hand all the day,
looking in to your eyes,
until i can't remember how to talk,
i will keep saying i love you so much,
we can walk and keep talk all the night,
then have the dinner together,
i will buy biggest and the most beautiful present i saw,
i will give it to you,
as you give me the best one when you let me see you in the Valentin,
you don't know how this makes me happy.
but i back to my real life and you are not here .
every thing is red every thing is shiny.
hand by hand,heart by heart.
its more pain again.
i want to cry .
i know thats not your flat, its your mam is sick.
i forgive you as i love you.
and the day will be perfect if you could come.
nothing can bring that day back,
it was bad day to feel lonely.
but i look at you today i forget how hard it was,
i love you as i know how much you try to be my valentine , and how much you want to be with me .
i just wanted to show you how i feel and what i wish to have that day.
lets keep this sad memory and trying not to make it happened again.
now i love you every day
i love you so much
happy valentine day