Inside and Out

This has gone on for to long
Not now, not ever
Can this truly be.

All feelings can stay fake only for so long
Until they become real
And you feel like dieing, holding them.

Sooner or later they'll change you
Inside and Out
You'll become a better person
For yourself.

And then, seduced by your old habits
You'll commence the reformation
And you will be your old self
Once again.

You'll be looked at
For even thinking of changing
It'll wear off soon enough
Don't you worry.