To a past friend

We departed on wrong termz wit onez miistakez da otha learnz buh tha wordz u spoke left mah heart to burn u left me al0ne n da dark neva appologiized u chose dat turn. >>I triied 2 help u out ii triied to figure out ii triied to calm u down so u wouldnt shout buh ii guess ii fell fo a fake ii thought ii knew what u was about. Ii cant change da past iitz impossiible ii know buh u diidnt care when ii begged u n0t to go. How could u do thiis to me how could u tell me all those thiings n then just diisappear? U brought da thunda da liightniing n da raiin just lyk u brought da hurt da hate n da paiin. >> I dont know whuh ii should do ii cant 4get whuh u diid n0r whuh u saiid...iill try n 4giive buh diis heartache n paiin iz takiing mah soul away ii dont thnk iitz possiible 2 liive...just 1 more day less wordz to say ii hate diis feeliing n ii feel iit every day...