I still need you

by Kay   Feb 19, 2008


I still need you. I can't get over it at all. I thought I'd be okay at first, but the truth is I always just fall.
I want you more then anything, that thought races through my broken soul.
For however long you need to figure things out, I'll be waiting in this deep dark hole.
Every time i try to smile, I just think what if its never again
I didn't realize I loved you until the crying started to begin
I stayed up all night thinking about you, every word running through my mind
I shed so many tears for you, and none else I want to find
I know it's not your fault, and I don't blame you for what you have to do
and, when you get your closure, i"ll be right here waiting for you
The time will go by slowly, each day you'll be my only thought
and I know I'll cry out all my hurt, but your love is still what I'd have sought
i want to hear your voice once more, i want to see your smile
i want you to hold me in your arms again, and stay there for an endless while
the past hours have dragged on for me, but have they been for you
i hate admitting to you how i feel, but I am hurt, it's true
i miss you more then its possible, what if I never see you after?
that part hurts me the most you see, making me a disaster
but you still have feelings for me, does that mean you'll want me once more
do you just need some time to clear your head, and then you'll be knocking at my door
i have no desire to find someone else, i was content with being in your arms
my heart is open for only you, I wont let anyone else bring me harm
just speak to me this very second, make my high come back
tell me you changed your mind, and put my heart on track
i didn't think it would hurt like it does, I'm suffocating in my heart
the very moment I think you'll never want me again, i loose another part
I'm heartbroken and i don't want to be, because it will just hurt you too
i let down all the fear i had, but i don't want to blame you
I'm heartbroken and it hurts, I've completely shutdown my life
just appear and tell me every things OK, your silence is like a knife
i don't want you to think i hate you, i don't want you to think I'm sad
I want you to know i love you, that your the best friend i ever had
but at the same time i want you to know how i really feel
how i fell in love with you, and my heart i let you steal
i do not want to get over you, i don't want to forget about us
i want you to hold onto how you feel, because my heart is not in a rush
i don't want you to be distant from me, I want you to feel the need to talk
my heart couldn't take what that would do to me, everything I'd have to block
tell me one word to make it OK, so I don't have to torture myself with lies
realize you cant live without me, that it was just to hard to try
i love you. i don't think i can live without you near
but what if you don't want me anyway, I'll be forever waiting here
just tell me everything i need to know, and everything you wont
tell me if we'll have a chance after this, or maybe that we don't...
i can hold on to this feeling for as long as I'll let it, the feelings i have for you
i can wait if i know you'll want me still, just tell me if its true
i want us to be together and i can wait, because your happiness comes first
and yes, I'll be empty without you around, and that could make it worst
but if this is goodbye, which I'm praying isn't true
i want you to know your a part of me now, and that i love you

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