So this thing, that doesn't really matter, sometimes I feel, so unreal. When you laugh, it's like a strike to the heart, sometimes I can't control my part.
So you say, I'm not doing anything with my life. How can you say, something so untrue. Whenever you're around, I just cant hate you. If anything more happens, I'll
finally see,it's your fault, now and it will always be. I could see right through you if I wanted, I could leave you, but it's something I don't want to do.
Why, why did I cry for you. Why, why do I long for you. Why, why do I cry for you. Why, why why did I say that to you. I became hopeless for you. Something I didn't
want to do. I hate my paradise more then anything, I hate it more then you. I hate my judgement more then anything, I'm a mess it's true. Theres something
wrong in my brain, to make me need to stay. There's something I can't explain, something I can't say. The fact that I'll do anything for you says it all.
The truth is that I trust you if I fall. And when I see you, it turns me around completely. When I hear your lack of words, yourself is all I see. For the first time
'I see things differently then before, when you're around, I fall to the floor. On my knees I'm begging with everything I am, on my knees I'm proving that
I can.
