Hidden love

Lying and deceit
i cant take control,
i wanna fall in and deep
in to a big black hole,

i wouldn't get hurt
and id feel no pain,
and my soul wouldn't drown
in thunder or rain,

how do i tell the one that
they make my day for no reason,
and my heart wont stop pouring
its hurting its bleeding,

i cant say what i want
its all confused in my mind,
and no matter what anyone sez
its not going to be just fine,

so IL just keep trying
trying to make it seize,
soon it will loosen
and again ill be able to breath!!