Childhood absence

Mother i wait for you
to listen to me as to listening to a whispered secret
to not over speak me
when i go to make a statement
mother i wait for you
to not run your life through mines
for you have been doing
this for a long time
to hold me in your arms
like a sickened baby
mother i wait for you to speak the words i love you
and mean it form your heart
mom please come to me i need you