Why?

Why do i still love you
when you treat me like you do
why do you use me all the time
when the know the feelings i have for you

How can you be so unkind
when you say the things you say
when you look into my eyes
how can you play these hurtful games?

Why are we a SECRET
if you say youre not ashamed of me
if find it hard to believe
that you have any respect for me

Why does this continue
when i've told you how i feel
do you enjoy leading me on...
because i'm finding it hard to deal

Why dont i ever see you
trying to make me smile?
i give you every single part of me
its like im in denial

When does it all stop
because i wont be the one
to put a halt to all this hurt
and end what you have begun

Im telling you that i love you
but its like you have no heart
whilst youre using and confusing me
youre tearing me apart

I need to know right now
if there is any chance for US
if there isnt then that is,
No friendship, No sex, No love